Lock The Time

20110220

2011-02-19T09:16:00.000-08:00

the highest score ever!

20110214

2011-02-14T05:46:00.000-08:00

情人節快樂...

please take good care of yourself
dun hurt urself anymore

learn to love ourself first
before loving anyone again :)

20110209

2011-02-08T23:06:00.000-08:00

i decided...
i am alone :)

i dont deserve anything...

life sucksss~

?

2011-02-03T10:26:00.000-08:00

你会忘记我吗?

新年快乐

2011-02-03T09:43:00.000-08:00

新年快乐!

今天在海边呆了好久
吹着海风吹到我感冒了

回家。。。让我想起很多小时后的事
我好怀念那些时光

回头看我才发现
现在的我不一样了

不是吃或玩就可以开心了

到底什么才会让我快乐呢？

20110114 sorry

2011-01-13T08:26:00.000-08:00

To 陈**

can i say sorry?
i want to apologize...
but u might not hear what i want to say anymore.

i really deeply apologize for leaving u alone that night.
u need my help,but in the end...i just left...

i remember everytime when i need ur help, u will always help me.
but this is what i give back to u. i regret.

now i know why u sad by being nice but taken for granted...
i really never never never take it for granted!

对不起。

20110111

2011-01-10T23:38:00.001-08:00

i wish i can have a long break...

lot of works... lot of stress...

if i can, i also dont want it to be like this

20110101

2011-01-01T10:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
its the first time ever in my life,
i shouted "HAPPY NEW YEAR" out loud!!
(its really the first time.. haha... am so shame of myself)
It really makes me happy
its 2011
this year...i want to be happy!

20101203

2010-12-02T08:40:00.000-08:00

你快乐于是我快乐
你难过于是我难过
我的心情就是这么简单...

20101124

2010-11-24T10:04:00.000-08:00

left with three weeks till presentation...
our group is sooooo dead

i gotta wake up and do the work
no more lazy

hope i can do it
jiayou to myself!!!

mickey.

20101021

2010-11-21T11:04:00.000-08:00

bad luck day.
everything not goin smooth

the more i want something,
the more i won't get it.
well,at least i still waiting...

i wonder if there's anyone as bad luck as me now?

maybe something more terrible will happen tomorrow??
hope just a feeling...

20101118

2010-11-18T07:42:00.000-08:00

一个月了
今天好开心！

谢谢那个让我认识快乐的人

从今天开始
我要乐观得过着每一天！

我期待未来...

晚安

2010-11-16T11:19:00.000-08:00

凌晨三点
你因该睡到很像猪了吧

我还没睡
在等着一直等着
你的简讯

那句晚安
总是可以让我睡得很好

你知道吗?

20101013

2010-11-13T09:34:00.000-08:00

tired day..
went out early today...
wasting mostly of my time on train n bus...

its really damn long to travel from east to west
and west to east again...

when i reached home....
well...its too late.

20101103

2010-11-02T04:53:00.000-07:00

当我生气时，总是是会作出一些伤害人的事情。
而当我清醒了。。。我才发觉原来
那些事，不管我怎么去修，怎么去挽回。
都不会回来了。
这剩下那句 “后悔”。。。
最后，也伤害了自己。
在怎么哭也没有用了吧？

自以为我什么都很厉害
原来是什么都不会

271010

2010-10-26T09:50:00.001-07:00

goin to sleep early tonight...
its been many days sice i slept well...

i felt like haven't sleep for many days.

Too many things happened since the beginning of this module.
and i officially tired.

hope that tonight i can sleep...

Selina~

2010-10-25T10:50:00.000-07:00

大家一起为Selina祈祷好吗
希望她能够快点好起来 :)

231010

2010-10-23T10:23:00.000-07:00

i am staring blank on laptop screen....
thinking...
thinking...
thinking...
why do i always repeat the same mistake?
i keep on making people angry

feeling down today...
when i know what happened to selina,
my mind went blank...
life can be so helpless..
u will never know what will happen tomorrow...

sad...sad..sad..
maybe a hug will make me better~

612

2010-10-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

我找到了
那个612星球 :)

20101018

2010-10-17T11:26:00.000-07:00

it hurts....
dun know why....

i know that i cant make decision...
thats why...i let u decide le...

somehow...i feel like...
sad?

i know its my fault...

I want to grow up...

2010-10-12T11:56:00.001-07:00

Why am i still like a child?
I cant control my temper lately...really hate myself...

I think i lost lots of things because of this...
friends...
even myself...

I want to grow up!!

MBS

2010-10-10T10:27:00.000-07:00

A view taken by me...at marina bay sands skypark...

i want to go there one more time...

singapore is beautiful...

20101011

2010-10-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

yes....again...
the problem is on me again...

why i cant just make a decision??

i so pissed off for being a green quadrant person!!

its 10 10 10

2010-10-10T02:01:00.000-07:00

i want to apologize...
am sorry...

i really not fit to be ur friend

i understand that if u dun want to talk to me again... :)

but am sincerely want to say : sorry..
and thank you!

you are my best friend..!

mayday

2010-10-07T10:01:00.001-07:00

somehow..
i like him..

20101007

2010-10-06T12:22:00.000-07:00

Its 3.23AM
i have been sleeping late these days...
wonder how long my body can take it??

its module6 now...
DM...
wonder i can make it??
writing...research...all in english...
ugh...i really need to improve it!!

will have a bad days in these 3 months!

20101004

2010-10-03T11:16:00.000-07:00

its been one year...
cant belive that everything will end soon..

been having busy life for the past few weeks...
its tiring and fun!

i want to say sorry for neglecting those who cares about me...
i have been busy with my works...
i want to say : thanks for your understanding!

20100912

2010-09-12T06:28:00.000-07:00

if drinking can make me forget about everthing.... i do want to try it..
but i cant forget it forever...
we have to learn to face the problem...isnt it suppose to be like that?

it really makes me feel disappointed...
i tried very hard.. to finish everything before the deadline...
i slept late everyday
till the end... its no use...

just one word to describe me now.... tired....

Change My Heart Oh God

2010-09-10T10:33:00.000-07:00

change my heart...a heart filled with love...
no hatred...

me

2010-09-04T10:52:00.000-07:00

i am too quiet..

when you know me...
when you get bored by who i am..
you will just leave...

thats how human relationship works...isn't it?

20100825

2010-08-24T12:33:00.000-07:00

我会长大
我也会变老

突然，想着想着
如果
如果我就这样一个人的
一个人过着每天的生活
直到有一天我老去
那我的人生有什么意义呢?

我不想每天都过着有遗憾的日子...

LOVE

2010-08-21T03:11:00.000-07:00

am i asking too much from my life?
what i want is simple....just like what everyone want...
LOVE!

what is love?
i am still searching for the answer...

tired

2010-08-06T10:31:00.001-07:00

someone said to me that...
"when you are really really really tired,
when you can't carry on anymore..
u will give up by yourself"

i am damn tired....
but why cant i give up?

how far i can carry on???

afraid

2010-07-31T10:34:00.000-07:00

i am afraid ......
afraid............
i need a hug...!!

anybody acc me please...
i hate being alone

I am trying. . .

2010-07-16T11:16:00.000-07:00

I am trying my best. . .to talk. . .
But its really pretty hard for me . .

I am weird. .
I can't express my feeling.
I can't share anything using words.
I dont know why...i just can't talk since am small. . .till now...

I am worse than a mute

I am trying my best to be happy when nobody is talking to me. . .
But everytime am ended up disappointing myself.
So pardon me if am always showing a 'black' face...
Sorry. . .

Maybe i should have learn to used to it...

20100716

2010-07-15T11:21:00.000-07:00

its my fault...
i am feeling terrible now...

because i am stupid...
i cant even forgive myself...

sorry...

十

2010-07-05T10:38:00.000-07:00

第十天了...
我还是睡不着

看着电脑
眼睛都累了
体温也烧了
我的脑袋却一直在旋转...

20100704

2010-07-03T09:43:00.000-07:00

found a picture online...
cute... and sweet !
i love it~

make some memories...
well, all those things are something that i always do!

module 4 break

2010-06-30T11:34:00.001-07:00

I have been eating lots of foods this holiday. Eating really makes me happy!
Guess i will grow fatter this week.haha.
Roti prata,pizza,noodles,anything that have to do with cheese and mayonnaise.(foods that will make ppl fatter).

I have a small thought suddenly.
I wish i can travel singapore (or maybe the world) and try all the nice foods out there with someone i love...
Isn't it sweet?
Eating with someone you love is happiness. simple happiness :)
Waiting for this day to come~

it hurts!!

2010-06-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

yes.......
it hurts like hell,
i agree now.

i understand the feeling now.
why ppl cry till they are crazy,
when they lost someone they love.
some even can die...

yet i still can't let go,
i am still living inside those dreams...

i miss those moments...

那些...

2010-06-13T11:56:00.000-07:00

那些快乐就好像是在做梦一样
甜甜的...

可是那些本来就不是属于我的...
就算我多么的在乎，那些快乐也是会飞走的

leaf

2010-05-29T11:30:00.000-07:00

omg....just realised that this MV is damn sad.
i never watch it before ...hahaha
what a big fans of S.H.E i am...

this is the best S.H.E mv i ever watch ...!!

爱上你

2010-05-29T09:09:00.000-07:00

这首歌让我好想谈恋爱~哈哈
那是怎样的感觉呢？

lost...

2010-05-28T12:41:00.000-07:00

somehow i felt lost in this life,
am trapped somewhere.

it feel just like lost in a huge maze.
i keep on walking...walking...and walking...

i don't know which direction should i head to..
front?back?right?or left?
north?south?west or east?

should i laugh when i am happy?
should i cry when i am sad?
should i be more frank to myself?

18 May 2010

2010-05-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

部落格啊~
我又来了，当我难过的时候
我就来找你
因为我真的不知道要找谁了

他走了...
突然觉得很难过
虽然我跟他的关系不是很好
可是心里面就是不舒服
人类为什么要死呢?

我的家人一定很难过
而我却无法帮到他们什么

好难过，好难过
最近都过得好累,好累
好希望有一个肩膀让我靠...
谁能让我拥抱着尽情的哭呢？

am i stupid?

2010-05-11T11:30:00.000-07:00

realized that am getting stupid and more stupid day by day...
school...english... even talking...
always ended making other ppl dissapointed.

wonder whats happening with my brain??
and now am writting a stupid post.
so dont bother about it ...

-

2010-05-08T10:25:00.000-07:00

有时候我会觉得
我的生命中少了一个人

少了一个人
陪我吃饭
陪我看电影
陪我听歌
陪我回家
陪我渡过每个周末
还有陪我做很多很多每天生活中平凡的事

你是否也会觉得这样?
还是只有我一个呢?
有时候想着想着想到自己不懂为什么会觉得难过
可是没关系
当我难过的时候
我就会听歌
听了这后,我就会没事了!!

second post

2010-05-01T06:33:00.000-07:00

second post of the day.
lol.

am freaking crazy love this song now!!

do i love rock??

sucks

2010-05-01T06:25:00.000-07:00

life sucks.
my mind just keep thinking of someone
that makes me really tired.

i am not myself now.
hate this.
if can.i want to forget everything now.

can i?

2010-04-24T11:07:00.000-07:00

again......again...
feeling down.

can i say i miss u??
although i know i can't say it...
it will hurt many ppl,
thats why i choose not to.
but.. how much i wish i can...

no

2010-04-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

"I have no life"

bek said it today which made me realise something.

i have no life all these years.
its BORING!!

i am stupid.

2010-04-14T11:42:00.000-07:00

i am sorry.
just realised that i have done something that must have hurt u v deep.
i didn't know. and am feeling terrible now. :(

u are too nice.
u are still nice to me.
u should scold me.
or beat me....

weekend weekend weekend

2010-04-10T10:31:00.000-07:00

夜深了。。。
歌听完了。
饭吃饱了。
睡到累了。
电脑也看到闷了。

忽然感觉到很空虚
我还能做什么呢？

tired.

2010-04-09T20:12:00.000-07:00

i am tired.
i wont lie anymore...
i should face it.
ask me..n i will tell u...

2010-04-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

我在伤心什么？不是很想他吗?
看到他因该很高兴啊

大笨蛋！！！

lalalala~

2010-03-19T11:22:00.001-07:00

left with one week to go.
and then holiday. yeay. :D
but....how i wish there's no holiday

WHAT HAPPENED to me?

one of my mind tell me :
"maybe am too tired to go back home?"

the other one of my mind say :
"i just want to stay on these moments for forever."

well time cannot be locked in reality,i know that,
so all these will end soon and i am goin back home.
but the least i can do is keep all these moments in my heart
and bring it home together with me!

You.

2010-03-17T05:10:00.000-07:00

Don't you ever know i care about you?

今天的我好多话讲：p

2010-03-15T10:31:00.000-07:00

我不懂自己为什么那么喜欢她们。
你可能会觉得我疯了吧。
或当我说到这三个字的时候，你就会觉得反胃啦！
其实我没有什么特别的原因
喜欢就是喜欢！
就像你喜欢一个人一样，不需要理由的！

我喜欢听他们的声音尤其他们的和声。
听了让我觉得，天啊！也太厉害了吧？

听过S.H.E的这一首“老婆”吗？
这首歌是他们的感情。。。
这应该是我喜欢他们的其中一个原因。
我好羡慕，好羡慕，为什么他们的感情会那么好呢？
说真的我好希望自己有一个“老婆（不是真的老婆哦）”
一个就够了。更何况是两个！！！

也许你会说：“他们的感情是假的啦！
那只是装出来的而已。为了要引起注意才装出来的。
可是我就是那么的笨.那么的傻。
我就是相信他们。
因为我笨，所以我还相信这个世界还是有那样的感情。

今天

2010-03-13T22:47:00.000-08:00

今天的心情：

听雨的声音
一滴滴清晰
你的呼吸象雨滴渗入我的爱里
真希望雨能下不停
让想念继续
让爱变透明
我爱上给我勇气的 Rainie love

找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那個人
很多人都像我　一個人過生活

夜深了，我怎么办？
寂寞了，谁在身旁？
心情变得好复杂
想他念他恨他

SHERO

2010-03-11T08:12:00.000-08:00

S.H.E's new song MV.
"SHERO"

I love it!!!

days in march

2010-03-10T07:35:00.000-08:00

I took this photo when am at JB Puteri hospital.
Because i have nothing to do ,i enjoyed this view while
am listening to music in the middle of night.

快乐

2010-03-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

快乐为什么总是短暂的呢？
更糟的是越快乐就会越难过。
erm
erm
erm
想一想。。。
我不管了！现在尽情的快乐吧！
难过到时候才来管它吧！

Weekend

2010-02-26T09:22:00.000-08:00

hehe
its weekend again..
but... CANNOT go out ?! bcoz of those projects again.
sian....

i simply miss subway now.
havent had it for 2 weeks :p
oso miss those malls.

i will dream eating subway tonight.
hahaha

Tired

2010-02-25T08:45:00.000-08:00

no more holiday.
and presentation is coming soon next month.
guess the upcoming days gonna be pretty tired.

been doin the project these days,
i felt very tired already with all the projects.....
although the presentation is next month.

well.one more month to go.
Jiayou!

羅志祥-愛不單行

2010-02-08T03:46:00.000-08:00

我在等一個人
在等我的永恆
告訴我愛不單行相信它

哭

2010-02-07T07:55:00.000-08:00

我要哭！！！

i like this.

2010-02-01T09:39:00.000-08:00

當你終於走到我的面前,完整所有的畫面.

我懂了

2010-01-30T09:58:00.000-08:00

我懂了。

我會學著去快樂。
畢竟，天是會亮的
所以我也要。。。快樂！

S.H.E Again

2010-01-29T07:54:00.001-08:00

i was reading some forums about S.H.E
n realized ,i am also "addicted" to S.H.E virus :)

anyway, this year :
1. Ella's new drama
2. S.H.E's new album
3. S.H.E's concert
4. Hebe's solo album

hahahaha...will be a happy year for 2010 !

人生

2010-01-29T07:33:00.000-08:00

人生里很多过客
有些人会来到你的生命里。
有些人会从你的生命里离开。

我怕。我怕有一天我会后悔。
因为现在不会是永远，而只是我生命里的一段时间。
如果过去了，再找也找不回来了。
总有一天，我会离开你或是你会离开我。
可是我还是没有办法。算了吧。。。

所以，如果你读了我的这些无聊的话，
记得，珍惜身边你爱的人喔！

一棵开花的树

2010-01-23T08:42:00.000-08:00

如何让你遇见我
在我最美丽的时刻　为这
我已在佛前　求了五百年
求他让我们结一段尘缘

佛于是把我化作一棵树
长在你必经的路旁
阳光下慎重地开满了花
朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走近　请你细听
那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情
而当你终于无视地走过
在你身后落了一地的
朋友啊　那不是花瓣
是我凋零的心

-----------------------------------

这是杨丞琳在戏里面读的一首诗

我很喜欢！

S.H.E is the One

2010-01-23T03:22:00.000-08:00

S.H.E is the one world tour concert is coming to singapore !

wahahha

finally....i can watch their concert after waiting for years and years. :p

can't wait for that day !

miss

2010-01-21T10:07:00.000-08:00

miss ur voice...........

CNY

2010-01-21T06:35:00.000-08:00

today : no sad.no sad.no sad.

haha

Chinese new year is comin soon !

ow yeah!

just browsed some of my photos album

and saw this photo

guess whr is it?

hehe.... it's my home.

我暖暖的家... :)

chinese new year makes me miss my home

wanna go home and feel the 熱鬧 :p

Crazy

2010-01-20T04:36:00.000-08:00

feelin not good now.

sad or tired?

wanna go Kbox and sing sing sing until i am crazy!

6hours S.H.E ktv session

anybody want? think nobody as crazy as me now.

2010-01-17T08:20:00.000-08:00

what a boring life~

maybe part of the boring is caused by my "silent" personality

wahahaha

sometimes think it would be nice

if i am a totally crazy (not the real crazy~~) or open person. :p

what will ppl think bout me if i am like that?

what now?

2010-01-15T08:50:00.000-08:00

What am i supposed to do with these 2 broadbands ?
omg. my head start to spind when i think of it.

煩!!!

terminating it will cost me a lot of money.....
Trouble .............. :(

雨愛

2010-01-04T06:26:00.000-08:00

当我第一次听到这首歌，我就爱上它了。。。

2009 to 2010

2009-12-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

2009要完了。
2010要开始了。

2009高中毕业了。
和很多朋友分开了，我们各自都有自己的的梦想。
希望有一天我们还能够聚在一起。我很喜欢和朋友在一起的感觉。 :)

我学到很多东西，从自己来到新加坡这个陌生的世界，
我才知道不是每件事都是我想像中那么完美。
单单学英文我就学到要命了
搞的我连跟人沟通都有问题
不要说还要做学校的功课。

Promise

2009-12-18T08:52:00.000-08:00

I didn't mean to break the promise.
all the thing came together.
I was wrong again.
I made one more person around me sad again
or perhaps more... :(

Nightmare Before Christmas??

2009-12-12T06:48:00.000-08:00

She went back....
Guess have to sleep alone everyday until X'mas
I am afraid....
is this Nightmare before christmas???

simple

2009-11-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

simple bring happiness.

a song.
a friend.
a smile.
a touch.
a word.
a hug.

thats all i need for happiness.

哭

2009-11-22T05:07:00.001-08:00

哭过就好了吗？

Saturday?

2009-11-20T18:24:00.000-08:00

10.30AM
i woke up.

what should i do today?
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Blank

2009-11-19T08:01:00.000-08:00

blank again for this weekend........
:(

i hate this,
i feel sad immediately when ppl told me they can't go out this weekend.
i shouldn't be like that. I should understand other ppl.
They are humans too. They have their own friends.
Their own activity. Their own like.
Their own time....They have their lazy time too.
I shouldnt keep pestering them... again and again......
I should learn how to understand other ppl
I shouldnt be selfish...............

圣诞节

2009-11-19T05:36:00.000-08:00

这几天走在街上
看到很多圣诞树

是的。。。圣诞节要来了
我最喜欢的节日
不知道为什么。
从小就很喜欢。每年总是期待着快快圣诞节。
圣诞节很温暖就算天气很冷，我也是觉得很温暖

今年的圣诞节会怎样过呢？~~~

2009-11-15T08:47:00.001-08:00

和大家分享S.H.E的簽名！！

开心和伤心

2009-11-15T07:14:00.000-08:00

每当我开心一次
就会伤心一次

开心过后，伤心就会来

可是没关系，我会乖乖得等着下一个开心
永远的开心。。。：）

無聊的一天

2009-11-14T07:12:00.000-08:00

每个人都很忙
只有我一个没有事做（也许是我自己懒惰，功课都懒得做）

一整天待在家里让我感觉很寂寞
看着电脑（我的眼睛快坏掉了吧？）

我需要一个人，陪我吃饭，陪我走走，陪我玩
陪我说话。。。
要是我有个双胞胎那该有多好呀

Raining Day

2009-11-13T07:27:00.000-08:00

A raining day...

spent the whole day at library
reading, reading, and reading......but in the end
NOTHING
hahaha

i can't understand those english words in the books...
how can I do my project if i can't understand what i am reading?
i am useless.....i just can rely on my group member... :(

期待

2009-11-11T07:35:00.000-08:00

每天总是期待着
期待可以快快搬家
期待可以买新手机
期待可以买新衣服
期待可以见S.H.E
期待着S.H.E的新专辑（我真是喜欢到无药可救啊！）
期待可以出去玩~~~
期待着快乐。。。

我的人生常常被我浪费掉
我总是在没有事做的时候就发呆
不然就是想着东西或者就期待着某些事情
真是无聊啊。。。~~~
我可不可以做个快乐的人啊？？？
什么都不用想，要做什么就做什么
~~~

2009-11-09T07:12:00.000-08:00

nice song by 林宥嘉~~~

第一天

2009-11-09T04:52:00.000-08:00

这是我第一天写部落格
不知道该写些什么？为什么呢？
也许因为我不太习惯和别人分享我的事情吧。。。

我很奇怪。。。
当别人在我身边时，我真的很想要和他们说话！
可是我的脑袋却一句话也没有。。。空空的。。。
我会一直想该讲些什么呢？我会想到很久
而到最后我会安安静静的。。。
和我在一起的人一定觉得我很闷吧！

说着说着，想起Hebe在书里写的 “我应该是一个没事你不会想接近，
有是你也不会想接近，除非你真的想来，真的很好奇，
或是你是我命中注定的家人你就会造访我。”

那一应该就是我吧!

真的很羡慕那些很多话可以讲的人。。。
haha