afraid

i am afraid ......
afraid............
i need a hug...!!

anybody acc me please...
i hate being alone

I am trying. . .

I am trying my best. . .to talk. . .
But its really pretty hard for me . .

I am weird. .
I can't express my feeling.
I can't share anything using words.
I dont know why...i just can't talk since am small. . .till now...

I am worse than a mute

I am trying my best to be happy when nobody is talking to me. . .
But everytime am ended up disappointing myself.
So pardon me if am always showing a 'black' face...
Sorry. . .

Maybe i should have learn to used to it...

20100716

its my fault...
i am feeling terrible now...

because i am stupid...
i cant even forgive myself...

sorry...

十

第十天了...
我还是睡不着

看着电脑
眼睛都累了
体温也烧了
我的脑袋却一直在旋转...

20100704

found a picture online...
cute... and sweet !
i love it~

make some memories...
well, all those things are something that i always do!