I am trying. . .

I am trying my best. . .to talk. . .
But its really pretty hard for me . .

I am weird. .
I can't express my feeling.
I can't share anything using words.
I dont know why...i just can't talk since am small. . .till now...

I am worse than a mute

I am trying my best to be happy when nobody is talking to me. . .
But everytime am ended up disappointing myself.
So pardon me if am always showing a 'black' face...
Sorry. . .

Maybe i should have learn to used to it...